This is a photo of me and my amazing husband I know everyone thinks their husband is the greatest mine really is, when we went through some rough times, lol gosh that sounds odd especially tonite, you see we just discovered someone somehow has been using our bank account, it was a mean and very cruel thing for anyone to do, as we live on one heck of a tight budget half the time we can't get through the month, when most people are wondering geee I wonder what to buy for so and so we are wondering gee what are we going to do as we haven't a clue as to how we can even pay the 300 dollars for the room we live in, it is a

deffinate possibility we will wind up homeless as a result of this, and my husband deserves a much better life then the one we are living, this man carried me up three flts of stairs he fed me

cooked, cleaned did all the things I used to do, then when I wasn't able he never even hesitated he just did it, he is ill, I know him better than anyone on this planet I have no clue what I would

ever do if he weren't in my life I refuse to think along those lines, and now this, we had a really rough month this one seemed alot longer for some reason, my cousin who's bright idea it was for us to come here, you know when she called me in Burlington Ontario, saying how terriffic Montrel had become you would think I would have known better it had never been a place of fond memories for me so what the heck allowed me to believe otherwise, when I first arrived I had a bad feeling immediately my bus arrived early so I was left to fend for myself and this body tends to hurt most days some worse than others, well I finally broke down and called her, she sounded all excited asking me where I was, I ofcourse said here at the bus station, my bus got in early it should've been a clue when she didn't even pretend she had hurried or put herself

out in the least, anyhow she finally arrived with two youngsters with her, they are neighbours good kids the boy went got my bags loaded them into her van and put the thingy I had rented back for me a real sweet youngster, I appologize as I have forgotten his name for the moment it is likely that because of all the crap we have gone through since arriving the irony of it is, she still seems to feel like we don't realize how amazing this wonderful place is, before my husbnd got here I spent most days and nites alone, I would watch tv my sweet Matt would phone always did enquire as to why was I again alone I always said well I suppose she is tired she is after all pregnant, now I suppose the excuse would sound something like I don't know why she never ever picks up the phone and calls to say gee how are you guys doing, are you both ok, is there anything perhaps that you might need, I know she had the baby, oh she didn't call, goodness no, her husband did, he is a kind man I have nothing but the utmost respect for him his name is Owen, and my heart really does go out to him as I now see alot clearer than I did before, my cousin actually told me she had her doubts about our cousin Peter, well how kind of her to decide on her own it was us to find out if he was legitimate, if he could be trusted, how oh so kind of her, I am not stupid nor is my husband she saw quickly she couldn't run him as she does most others who do hang around her most are always doing for her, I like her view on things its ironic how she really thinks she is faultless, my gosh she is so full of herself it is beyond sad, she I assure you will be one of the first to hear my voice as I am going to take my wonderful husband over to her house tomorrow and let her know just how very helpfull she really has been that thanks to her, we both in all liklihood will loose this little room she talked us into renting, it is small but it is indoors, we don't have alot but God knows we sure did need our checks, we found 0ut tonite someone is using our account and has been all this month it could only be one person I hope this makes her happy to finally know for sure whether or not she can trust her cousin Peter, I can tell you this much if I can ever get us somehow into a proper home with a real bed to sleep on, perhaps even a tub to bathe in instead of the shower we are using and its a battle each and everytime, Oh I am so mad right now, Matt could in all liklihood have already been treated in Ontario, but my cousin Sam knows best so ofcourse as I was so sure she really loved me as she said she did, I like a fool brought my husband the love of my life to this living hell, he has gone hungry many days and nites, he is so very tired, his counts are very low, and I know if I say or rather when I tell her how I feel her response will be it is Matt's fault as he doesn't accept Christ as his saviour, well I do and always have and the God I believe in would never approve of her deceitful ways, using God for her own needs and justifications is crap, just as is anything she has ever said to me, example I was on the phone with her ofcourse I called her, she wanted to go back to the hospital she had the kids by herself and was finding it too hard to deal with, my husband again tried to help her, I phoned her and asked her for a foodbank, she insisted help was everywhere here, funny we couldn't even find a loaf of bread, nothing the woman she told Matt about did call back if we can wait till January by golly they just might give us a helping hand isn't that the sweetest, if you haven't noticed I am real angry as I am typing this, man am I ever, I really beleived her, since we moved into where in her words I would have an amazing support system our phone has wrung a total of perhaps 5 times if that, you see she did used to phone b4 she had her baby on Sunday and offer a ride to church, she made a point of saying how very exspensive it had been for her to drive me all over when I first got here,so even though I had already gave her money for gas bought all the lunches oh and at her asking also paid for the outfit she wanted for church, she was a clever con but a con is just what she was she knows just what to say, how lonely I am, so she got her money she needed and her clothes also her baby items, and now she just doesn't need me, I asked her for a loan, odd she had nevr before hesitated she did this time does she perhaps know what is up with my bank card, I pray I am only even thinking this because of just how exausted I really am, surely even she wouldn't be involved in such a scheme, I always paid her back, and generally alittle extra so I find this odd, she knew how bad we needed help we called several times, God if you hear me please I need a gigantic miracle a vehicle so we can have comfort and our baby enough cash for gas, and he very best dr ever to please fix my Matt I love him so much, I am going to go and rest and its aftr 1am here I am determined to contact the bank first thing in the am and God willing get our money back, this is beyond cruel, we have so very little why would someone do this to someone with nothing to take to do it at all is dispicable but we will be on the street with nothing except bad health to go along with it, pure cruelty I will find who did this and they are going to pay for just how mean they were, well another wonderful nite in this heck of a town has passed God please help us, we need you now more than ever, love you Jesus!