Hi, for those of you who might not recognize this awesome drummer her name is Sandy West,
I met her many years ago,we shared a condo in Culver City. She was an awesome person, she
recently lost a battle to a disease I dispise, I will tell you alot more about our relationship but I
am still in a total state of shock that she really is gone. I am so thankful to her amazing friend and former band member Paul Hones, for posting those terriffic videos so all 0f us can continue
to love her through her music she will live on forever, for that I am so grateful!

The other photo is my favorite artist, his name is Tim McGraw, he is wonderful, my husband and I had the distinct pleasure of meeting him, mostly due to his sister Tracey his Mama did a
terriffic job raising kids who grew up with the kindest hearts ever, he kidded us as he somehow knew I sure don't find Kenny Chesney attractive especially from the back and he had a fantastic chuckle at my exspense it was a night neither of us will ever forget, we also met his beautiful wife Faith,she is the absolute sweetest,kindest and most down to earth lady ever "Mississippi Girl" is perfect she is just as the song says, sadly we never did get to see the concert as at the time my legs weren't working and I was in a wheelchair so the venue which was the Calgary Saddledome took our tickets after asking if I could walk down the flts 10 to be exact, I so wanted to see this show,well they took us in an elevator but to the otherend of the arena, we couldn't hear him nevermind see him, we had waited yrs for this opportunity to finally see him live, well we both broke down cried so hard we just left, it is worse but I am not gonna bore you with our bad luck.

Ok tonite is a strange nite, I am very tired, not strange as I am ill, as is my husband, he has leukemia, usually I would have long ago gone back to lye down but just have been wanting to get some stuff out so here I am, I have no idea what I am doing but just hoping somehow it helps me with some healing, I am angry really angry as I am again starting to loose the use of my legs, I have always been strong in faith, it says He will never give us more than we can handle, ok I am at my limit, please no more okay, I hope you hear me, its funny I was never "rich" but I always seemed to have enough never knew what poverty meant, wow things sure have chnged in that dept.. heck we both want and have wanted to just go back to the states it is so much easier on us especially when it comes to pain, wow not gonna happen, we even lost our car, we barely make it and that is the God's truth, it makes me mad,Matt needs medical attention desperatly but hey they are busy so thats life so to say hmmm the doc says maybe next month meanwhile his counts go down and down but none of this matters,especially here in Quebec, what the heck was I thinking and how ever did this province get so crappy so quickly! I am so sore its no longer healing to get this out so for me as is this blog or whatever this is I am doing I am now most deffinately going to bed, cya later if I feel up to it. me